Self-Reflection

Two months ago, I broke up with my boyfriend of a year and few months.

I was broken, hurt, disappointed, and blamed myself for everything.

There were nights where I would cry to sleep, hoping one day maybe he will come back. And then there are nights where I was so angry that I wanted to pick up my phone and call him…

Through it all, I learned this skills, where I realised was so important to have, and that’s self-reflection and self-awareness. During this season, with all the ups and downs, I’m slowly getting a grasp of it… Looking back at the relationship now, here are some things that I learned…

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Honesty

Hey,

Last month was a hard month for you. There were so much confusion, so much pain, so much anger, and so much hurt. Things aren’t getting easier too. In fact, it seems like things are getting worse. I know you think you’re doing as much as you can and now you don’t know what to do…

What if I said it’s okay?

It’s okay that you don’t know what to do…just. stay. still.

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I want Jesus. But, also a husband. And kids. And a job. And an apartment. And, maybe a dog.

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I want Jesus to come back.

I want to see Him, unveiled, face to face.

I want to live in the Kingdom illuminated by His glory and paved by streets of gold.

I want to experience Jesus’ perfect goodness, His deeper goodness.

But, I also want to get engaged. I want to experience the moment when that guy gets down on one knee and pops that long-awaited question, “Will you marry me?”

I want to get married. I want to plan my wedding, I want to pick out my dress, the flowers, the bridesmaids dresses, and I want to walk down the aisle, and finally say, “I do.”

I want to have kids. I want to experience pregnancy and pick out baby names and decorate the nursery with light blue or gentle pink.

I want to tell my kids about Jesus and treasure the sweet moments of tucking them in…

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